Hello! I'm Meghan and new to this site. Let me give you a little background on me, because really, well all love to share our stories with those who actually care
I was first diagnosed with ITP 13 years ago. I had 36 bruises on my legs (I was 22 and we played connect the dots with them one night) and was incredibly weak and fainting for no reason. I finally went to the doctor and received a call several hours later to head to the ER. There I was told that my platelets were at 6500 and I most likely had HIV, Hep C, lupus or leukemia (commence FREAK OUT). One horrifying bone marrow aspiration later, I was diagnosed with ITP (um, what?). I had never heard of this and neither had any of my family or friends. I was in the hospital for 3 days and received 3 treatments of IVF. They told me I would most likely never have ITP again but put me on pred for 4 weeks just in case. Sure enough, counts went back to normal and stayed that way...until six weeks ago...
For the past six months I have had a feeling that my platelets were low. I have been ridiculously tired (I can barely open my eyes in the morning) and bruising like crazy. Then I had the most excruciating period of my life. Bled through super tampons in 30 minutes (I can normally go 4-6 hours with a regular tampon). A week later, I got bronchitis, which I didn't see the doctor for because it goes away on its own. A few days later I was at a friend's BBQ. Had a couple drinks and was home by 10, as I was exhausted. As we're getting ready for bed, my boyfriend looks at my back and informs me that I have a waffle print bruise on my back from sitting in a metal patio chair for 15 minutes. At this point I was about 90% positive it was ITP again. I went to the ER and sure enough, my platelets were down to 19k.
I met with a hematologist the next day and we started on pred. Overnight from taking the pred at the hospital my number went up to 32k, within a week, 145k. We stopped the pred and a week later, back down to 25k. Three more weeks of 30mg/day of pred, up to 155k, so we taper to 20mg. Two nights later I had the evil blood boiling feeling. Count down to 109k, four days later, down to 43k, 5 days later, down to 21k. Let me be clear, I HATE steroids. My blood pressure is up and I'm retaining water like crazy. I respond wonderfully to the steroids, but they were never our choice for longterm care. So now I am set to start my first of rounds of Rituxan next Tuesday.
I am aware of the side effects and hopeful I won't have an issue. What does concern me is that I have cardiomyopathy. When I had my daughter five years ago, I went into heart failure. Turns out it is autoimmune related. After two years of treatments my heart function is back to normal. I am no longer on medication (I don't have insurance right now and my doc won't write me a prescription without an office visit). I have been off the blood pressure medication for a year and have maintained a perfect 110/70, until the steroids started. Now I am usually still fairly normal, but sometimes I peak to 143/80 (when I was in heart failure my BP was 145/100). Turns out steroids can actually cause heart failure. My blood levels are all perfect (except for the platelets) and my heart is beating beautifully and my lungs are clear.
In the last week or so, I've been having some chest heaviness. I attribute this to anxiety over the ITP, but the water retention and elevated BP make me a little nervous. I guess what I am looking for is someone else who has a heart condition who has been through Rituxan. Obviously my hema wouldn't allow it if she was concerned, but I did as her to contact my heart doc this week just in case.
Huh, sorry for the crazy ramble, but I think my boyfriend my kill me if he has to listen to my ITP rants anymore!!
Sorry for any typos, too tired to bother with spell check