Mac:
Every so often, a situation comes along that bothers me and causes me to lose sleep. Your sister's story is one of them. I feel very torn about what to say to you.
On one hand, we all have doctors for a reason. We depend on them to help us in the best possible way. We need them. Twenty years ago, we pretty much did whatever they said because we had no choice. Research was very limited as were treatment options. We relied on them to do what was best for us. Things are much different today.
I used to rely on and trust my doctors. I was able to research and make suggestions, some of which they agreed to and some of which they didn't. That was fine though, I felt that we were a team. It isn't so much the treatments chosen that bothers me (I could have refused any of them), it's the things they missed that became the problem. I have so many stories, but I'll tell you the one that is the most relevant.
I first had Rituxan in 2003. I had three treatments which went well....no reactions or side effects whatsoever. The day after the third infusion, I began to feel sick. I woke up that night with the worst joint pain I'd ever had. I couldn't even turn over in bed. I also had a horrible headache and some other symptoms. The next morning, I went to the ER. I repeatedly told the ER doctor that I was in the middle of Rituxan treatments and asked if that could have anything to do with it. He told me I had a virus and sent me home. I called my Hemo and told him what happened and he wasn't concerned. It took about 6 days to recover, but I went back for the last Rituxan treatment because no one told me not to. I thought I had to get every drop of those 4 infusions even though my count went from 3k the previous week to 150k that day.
Fast forward a year (2004)...counts dropped again. I decided to go for Rituxan again because I really didn't have any other options other than Prednisone for the 10th time or splenectomy. Nothing else worked. I got the first infusion and 6 days later, woke up in the middle of the night with the same symptoms, only worse. Went to the ER and a few hours later, my Hemo showed up and diagnosed serum sickness. He told me that I should never use it again. I've read about serum sickness and if you get it from a medication, you should never have that med again because subsequent reactions can be fatal. Serum sickness is a delayed allergic reaction. The first time you are exposed to a certain drug, it can take 3 weeks to have the reaction. The second time you are exposed to the drug, the reaction happens usually during the first week. I had the classic symptoms and there was no doubt in my mind that is what I had. Serum sickness is a listed side effect of Rituxan. They gave me Morphine and sent me home on Prednisone. That was my last pain-free day.... 11 years ago.
I had muscle and joint pain during all of that. Most people recover from serum sickness within a week or two, but I never really got better. The joint pain eased up some but I also began to get other symptoms. A year and a half after that, I was diagnosed with Lupus. The reactions that I had triggered it; I was fine before that second time and never the same again after that. Two doctors missed it the first time. If they had paid more attention and took it seriously, my entire life would be different now. I may have ended up with Lupus at some point anyway because I was obviously predisposed, but I always wonder if the diagnosis would have been prolonged or prevented if I hadn't tried to go for that second round.
The point is, I trusted and believed. I shouldn't have. Neither of those doctors know what those mistakes cost me. My Hemo knows I have Lupus but he has no idea how it has affected my life the past 11 years. I no longer work or go out socially, my daily activities are very limited and I feel as if I am just existing, not really living. Every year I get worse due to the illness itself and the meds used to treat it. One proper diagnosis could have made the difference. I should have relied on intuition to tell me that Rituxan was wrong, but I didn't. I wanted to believe that Rituxan was okay because I wanted to get my counts up. I didn't realize that that wasn't the biggest concern.
About a year after all of that, my Hemo walked into my room in his office with a smile. He handed me a list of medications that can cause serum sickness. He happily pointed out that Rituxan wasn't on the list. I think my eyes bugged out and my mouth hit the floor. Was he insinuating that because Rituxan wasn't on that list that I never had serum sickness? My immediate thought was that he had an incomplete, unreliable list. All he had to do was read the manufacturer's list of side effects. It's there.
Since that time, about 8 to 10 people on this Forum have had serum sickness due to Rituxan. Half of those people have been misdiagnosed and their doctors have pushed them to have further Rituxan treatments. I can recognize the symptoms immediately from descriptions; the doctors cannot. They cannot see what is in front of them and think the important thing is to get that drug into their patient. I get so angry about that!
The amazing thing about Rituxan these days is that research shows that ITP patients do not need all four infusions and they can use much lower doses to get a similar response as the old, standard protocol. Most doctors do not even know that. One or two infusions can work just as well if a person is responsive to Rituxan. So why do they keep pushing that drug so hard, even on people who have had bad reactions or whose counts do not warrant further treatments?
Your sister might be just fine next week. She might end up with no further problems and great counts for well over a year. But she could have that exact same outcome from doing absolutely nothing. Of course you'll never know the outcome from the path she doesn't choose, but this is the part where benefit vs risk comes in. What is the benefit from having subsequent infusions? What is the risk of having subsequent infusions?
Sorry this is so long. I just wanted to explain that sometimes, the big picture is worth looking at, not just the short-term goal.