since i wrote my story i have had a few more hospitalazions and a couple of new rounds of IVIg. My hemo put me on Cytoxan and N-Plate on September 10th. Since then my counts have gone up frome 3,000 to 477,000. I havent ever had this high of a count.:woohoo: my highest ever was 226,000 and it only lasted for a little over a week. both me and my hemo are guardily optomistic that we have found the combonation that works for me. Today i felt like my old self and i have had more energy than i have had in months. I know it could still stop working at any moment but it is good to have the old me back. just wanted you all to know how i was doing. i will keep you updated. Kay