Hi LovesMusic, of course you're scared, but take a deep breath and try to relax. I was diagnosed in 1972, I had been bruising and bleeding for years, went undiagnosed for most of my childhood. A fluke blood test for something completely unrelated, and a lab tech notified my doctor that they could not find any platelets. Of course I panicked, I was 22 yrs old and I was very scared. GOOD NEWS - I had courses of prednisone and a year later my spleen was removed, and was soon in remission. At 61 years old, still no bleeding and no bruising, with a normal platelet count. Take care young friend, you can live with this.