Ok guys maybe we did sound a bit harsh.... that really isnt what any of us intended. We just think that maybe you are not seeing thru the other side. We have all been where you are at least once. Maybe we all go there several times...around and around.
Hard as it is, you have to get up and get on with it. Your life only has so many days. You have to learn to live them to the fullest do everything you can today because tomorrow, well tomorrow you may not feel up to it. You will waste too much time...
I know you are young and it feels like this is sucking your life away... It will if you let it. Just don't let it.
Don't give up your dance or sport...reduce the risk are you all playing rugby or knife throwing? Joya are you taking steriods? that would for sure make your body feel foriegn to you. You should be able to dance... If your heart and body have the energy to do so DANCE. Your count shouldn't really slow that down. If dance is what makes you feel whole then you need to do that.
My counts have been between 29k & 40k for 10 years. There are months that go by and i totally forget about the whole ITP thing then there will be a bunch of brusies or bloody nose or pink in the sink when i brush my teeth, suddenly my heart races and i think CRUD its happneing again!!!! Now that feeling lasts a few seconds or a few minutes, use to be that he lasted days & weeks.
We are here to support you, to help you, to remind you that you will survive. Feel free to whine but remember that this condition is our reality too. So when we try to keep you honest, we are not really picking on you we are trying to help you see. You are going to need to remain mentally strong, because this ITP thing is annoying and time consuming and sucks.